rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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  1. ulysia217

    ulysia2172 mínútum síðan

    16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.

  2. ismalali

    ismalali13 mínútum síðan

    It's odd that someone with that much money & probably having so much taken care of.. can't at all take care of themselves in the least bit. Her forearms and double chin are a bit ridiculous. We need to start addressing the problem in North America of having these obese addicts as our idols. Bringing it up, shouldn't be an issue. Because this is an issue.

  3. Marylea Amber

    Marylea Amber19 mínútum síðan

    There sure are a lot of addiction experts in this comment section 🙄 if Demi wants to have a drink or smoke a joint that’s her choice.

  4. lock heart

    lock heart23 mínútum síðan

    That laugh at the end was everything and was the perfect way to end the documentary.

  5. Flustered _Potato

    Flustered _Potato41 mínútu síðan

    I just want to hug her.

  6. Dee White

    Dee White42 mínútum síðan

    everyone always got opinions about ppl they dont even know. she could be lying, she could not be. none of us know her and what she has to deal with. if this works for her for now so be it. this is a real life story not a sugar coated happy one. she never claimed to be sober shes just in a different and better place and talking about it. yall just judging her when you have no right.i cant say if what she is doing is bad or not all i can do it watch this cus at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW HER lol

  7. Jenessa Hodge

    Jenessa HodgeKlukkustund síðan

    This is so real 😭. I love her for this

  8. Sarah Hinman

    Sarah HinmanKlukkustund síðan

    I was cool with this until you got to the part where "hey look my house reflects my queerness" ugh please. You know how many queer folks are just struggling to exist? Cool glad you can afford your mansion. But yikes read the room.

  9. Kat

    KatKlukkustund síðan

    One of my classmates took xanax that was laced with fentanyl and ended up overdosing and didn't get that second chance. I am glad that Demi is being open about her struggles with all of this because people need to know more about how addicting drugs c an be for you. My classmate was 19 at the time and probably had no idea that it was laced with fentanyl and that's scary.


    JADE REINCHELDKlukkustund síðan

    i adore you beyond measure, Demi!!

  11. Maggie B

    Maggie B2 klukkustundum síðan

    How can I watch the video if it says it requires payment 🙄

  12. Tifani Bogue

    Tifani Bogue2 klukkustundum síðan

    I’m going to stretch before bed.....because Demi does🤷🏾‍♀️😍

  13. GabiSPN

    GabiSPN3 klukkustundum síðan

    Playing the victim while being a millionaire.

  14. Mike Assante

    Mike Assante3 klukkustundum síðan

    lay off the heroin demi shhheeesh

  15. inga air

    inga air3 klukkustundum síðan

    Trisha Paytas's style ... a bit Boring

  16. burmella

    burmella3 klukkustundum síðan

    I feel like nobody in this comments has anything uplifting to say about this. Honestly I do think things will be different this time since it appears to be more of her own way. We should acknowledge the fact that she’s completely stopped every hardcore drug that would take her life. Weed is no heroin, and is even prescribed for depression in some cases. I don’t think it’s fair for people to say she is relying on it, when she’s stated it’s for relief.

  17. Avery Smith

    Avery Smith4 klukkustundum síðan

    The mother seem emotionless about Demis health

  18. Me

    Me4 klukkustundum síðan

    On a smaller scale you see those kids with strict parents explode when they go to college then they pick themselves up and realize they can handle things in moderation. Addiction is a different story and I can’t say anything but I think it’s about checking yourself. Being realistic and taking it day by day. If you guilt someone that gets drunk a couple times a year that’s awful it happens a to everyone!!! Now if it’s weekly that’s a problem

  19. Barry Cooper

    Barry Cooper4 klukkustundum síðan

    I'm in the US and for some reason the video won't play and says "This video requires payment to watch" help!

  20. Missi_ Slaughter

    Missi_ Slaughter5 klukkustundum síðan

    Praying for you, Demi

  21. Elizabeth carmen Lerma

    Elizabeth carmen Lerma5 klukkustundum síðan

    U are loved sweete

  22. Willaby Zarkute

    Willaby Zarkute5 klukkustundum síðan

    Living with an eating disorder means forcing yourself to live in moderation... if she can handle eating real birthday cake once in a while without slipping into her disorder, then moderately drinking or having a joint could be a viable option for her.

  23. Tina

    Tina5 klukkustundum síðan

    I’ve got so much to say about the end of this episode.... but I’ll go ahead and just leave quietly....

  24. Rania Assal Del Valle

    Rania Assal Del Valle5 klukkustundum síðan

    "I love how gay your house is" This guy's humor is absolute gold.

  25. Summer Jones

    Summer Jones5 klukkustundum síðan

    LMAO the ending

  26. Lupita Vargas

    Lupita Vargas5 klukkustundum síðan

    this vulnerability is motivational, this video is motivational

  27. Bri Shouldice

    Bri Shouldice6 klukkustundum síðan

    So wait she isn't Bipolar?

  28. Caroline Masse

    Caroline Masse6 klukkustundum síðan

    when does episode 5 get out?

  29. Jazmyn Vasquez-Adame

    Jazmyn Vasquez-Adame6 klukkustundum síðan

    Everyone handles addiction differently. No one should say she’s gonna fail for wanting moderation in her life because they aren’t her nor are they the one putting in the work every day.

  30. Melissa Vize

    Melissa Vize7 klukkustundum síðan


  31. Anastasia Mysta

    Anastasia Mysta7 klukkustundum síðan

    This girl is just amazing ! The definition of human, she is so strong !

  32. Faith Rachael

    Faith Rachael8 klukkustundum síðan

    Also have a little faith in Demi. What she needs is love and support.

  33. Faith Rachael

    Faith Rachael8 klukkustundum síðan

    For everyone freaking out about her moderation I’m pretty sure the drinking in moderation means she can have a glass of wine at a dinner or a cocktail on a special occasion.... pretty sure her saying I’m drinking in moderation doesn’t mean she’s getting plastered or makes time to get drunk on special occasions even.

  34. Vernessa Arnold

    Vernessa Arnold8 klukkustundum síðan

    There's NO WAY she will stay clean. You can't play with drugs and alcohol, when you have an addictive spirit inside you. She will keep in and out of hospitals and rehab. Wishful thinking is denial, you have to stop doing ALL drugs and alcohol, going from one drug to another is what addicts do all the time and it don't work. She's gonna end up dead like all these other celebrities with all these enablers around them. People always look for other's to point fingers at, it's not that guys's her fault. Nobody put a gun to her head and made her do drugs, she called him over for drugs and he was doing drugs too. So for her to say he took advantage of her is a JOKE. Addicts will tell some of the truth mixed with lies to make them look a little bit better and blame turned towards somebody else.

  35. Emily Stry

    Emily Stry8 klukkustundum síðan

    k like the shroom room tho omg

  36. Ereh_Supremecy

    Ereh_Supremecy8 klukkustundum síðan

    When it showed her smiling with her new hair I almost cried. I thought "Thats the real Demi." As someone who is struggling with their own identity and gender roles that meant a lot.

  37. Emily Stry

    Emily Stry9 klukkustundum síðan

    when elton and scooter said the whole thing about moderation was like a whole slap in the face

  38. Emily Stry

    Emily Stry9 klukkustundum síðan

    honestly her laugh 😂

  39. Amy Jenkins

    Amy Jenkins9 klukkustundum síðan

    I think I'm in love again! 😍 along with Blackwell. 😂

  40. Amy Jenkins

    Amy Jenkins9 klukkustundum síðan

    Damn Demi. You NAILED it! I feel like we literally lived the same life with different circumstances/life. Lol I sound crazy now. 😅

  41. Steve Robinson

    Steve Robinson9 klukkustundum síðan

    Celebrity drug addict

  42. Syd Yuuki

    Syd Yuuki9 klukkustundum síðan

    Speak truth, Elton...Thank you Demi for your honesty. Many wish you the best as do I. From a person like you, keep on living and fighting with that beautiful smile. 💝

  43. kirstie b

    kirstie b9 klukkustundum síðan

    thank goodness i never had an addiction

  44. kirstie b

    kirstie b9 klukkustundum síðan

    it’s so hard taking care of myself 😥

  45. kirstie b

    kirstie b9 klukkustundum síðan

    her sisters seem awesome

  46. kirstie b

    kirstie b10 klukkustundum síðan

    $ does not take away pain

  47. KelseyJ

    KelseyJ10 klukkustundum síðan

    Transcendental Meditation, girl. Depression cure...

  48. Amanda Lowery

    Amanda Lowery10 klukkustundum síðan

    Your recovery is your recovery I can tell you firsthand that there are many many pathways of recovery what works for you is not going to work for someone else in your recovery only you know what path to recovery is going to work for you if it works for you then that is amazing I am proud of you for realizingWhat you need in your life and what you don’t need love the documentary keep rocking it

  49. Lucas Souza

    Lucas Souza10 klukkustundum síðan

    Que bom ver o Elton John ❤️❤️

  50. Fernando Vicuña Lacherre

    Fernando Vicuña Lacherre10 klukkustundum síðan

    Aww did anyone else noticed the Selena t-shirt???

  51. Gabrielle Neil

    Gabrielle Neil10 klukkustundum síðan

    I lost my cousin January 2017 to Heroin laced with Fentanyl. This hits very close to home. Wish you the best Demi! To the ppl saying moderation can’t be done- maybe that will work for her! Only she can know that & hopefully know when to stop or get help if/when she starts to spiral.

  52. Liam Doran

    Liam Doran11 klukkustundum síðan

    Woopee. She hasn't picked up any hard drugs.

  53. Liam Doran

    Liam Doran11 klukkustundum síðan

    Elton John "She's perfect but of course we are not perfect"

  54. Ptao Tom

    Ptao Tom11 klukkustundum síðan

    Demi's team PLEASE hire a counselor about her addiction. Addiction is a lifelong thing and cannot fix in a snap of a finger

  55. Dk

    Dk11 klukkustundum síðan

    Is her sister LeAnn Rimes?

  56. nitselle cotto

    nitselle cotto11 klukkustundum síðan

    I love the new look, she looks great. 💜

  57. Jill durham

    Jill durham12 klukkustundum síðan

    I wish this had more episodes.

  58. NeonWords

    NeonWords12 klukkustundum síðan

    it makes me wildly uncomfortable her case manager is agreeing that moderation is possible with someone who is addicted so several diff. substances and has a predisposition to overuse. Im glad Elton John said it like it is, and I hope Demi works through this and comes to the same conclusion in a healthy and safe way.

  59. Luke Roberts

    Luke Roberts12 klukkustundum síðan

    May the Lord bless her and you, reader.

  60. Yopo Martin

    Yopo Martin12 klukkustundum síðan

    dancing with meth and heroin

  61. Scott Soriero

    Scott Soriero14 klukkustundum síðan

    "Dancing with the Devil"? Says it all...

  62. Kirsten Buckland

    Kirsten Buckland14 klukkustundum síðan

    elton john is being realistic

  63. Amy A.

    Amy A.14 klukkustundum síðan

    She literally said it herself. She got a bottle of wine and immediately went off the deep end. Why is she lying to herself now saying she can drink and smoke weed "in moderation" No you can't, honey.

  64. Amy A.

    Amy A.14 klukkustundum síðan

    She doesn't seem okay here to me. It's in her eyes. I hope I'm wrong.


    ADITI SHARMA14 klukkustundum síðan

    She is so beautiful, adorable and relatable without makeup. Makeup dnt do justice with her innocence make her look blank. Her pale smooth face, dark hair is beautiful❤.

  66. Jenn C

    Jenn C14 klukkustundum síðan

    Demi you're amazing

  67. Erics Reef Life

    Erics Reef Life14 klukkustundum síðan

    I don’t understand why they give a junkie a documentary they’re plenty of junkies on the streets who would like a documentary for free.I guess Americans idolize junkies it’s part of the culture 😂

  68. Sarah Shippell

    Sarah Shippell14 klukkustundum síðan

    The authenticy is beautiful! I love her personality. I wish her nothing but hope, peace, and healing. ❤🧡💚💚💙💜

  69. frederick brown

    frederick brown14 klukkustundum síðan

    Demi your beautiful from the bottom of my heart

  70. awsimeful

    awsimeful15 klukkustundum síðan

    I hear the concern of her doing moderation, but we have to understand the psychology of addiction is ever growing. What has worked for a lot like abstinence does not work for everyone. I respect Elton but I don't agree with his blanket statement. I think the best thibg to do if you suffer or have suffered from addiction that you speak to a therapist who helps you and figure out the best recovery plan for you.

  71. margi cates

    margi cates15 klukkustundum síðan

    I don’t think she’s bipolar. I don’t see the mania in her eyes, even hypo mania. Also bipolar has a lot in common with PTSD and CPTSD.🤷🏼‍♀️

  72. Jahrasta Marley

    Jahrasta Marley15 klukkustundum síðan

    Here in Switzerland, moderation therapy is really growing and working for much more people than plain sobriety. Nothing works for EVERYbody. Addiction is no different from that... Love you Demi and be really careful but keep going on Girl, you got that 💪🏻♥️

  73. Samira Garzon

    Samira Garzon16 klukkustundum síðan

    28:18 hahahaha, I love this!!! I love her autenticity!!!

  74. Nena Linda

    Nena Linda16 klukkustundum síðan

    It’s very apparent that Demi has a lot of HIGHS and a lot of LOWS. She cannot find a balance between the two and I think that’s why when she’s down she’s down to the point where she can’t see a light. Her constantly trying to reinvent herself is her trying to fill the next void. It’s so sad to see her reach for the next thing when that next thing will not fulfill her. She’s looking for outside sources when the source is already within her.

  75. Marjolijn Tio

    Marjolijn Tio16 klukkustundum síðan

    Hahahha her laugh😂😂😂

  76. Catherine Berry

    Catherine Berry16 klukkustundum síðan

    Harm reduction is a thing, and it’s being pushed so much in recovery now. Some.. very few addicts don’t have an alcoholic gene. Marijuana is proven to be a harm reduction, and addicts can still have a drink once in awhile. But considering her situation when she overdosed, she was drinking. Which is super risky to be drinking Bc she wasn’t making clear decisions under the alcohol to begin with.

  77. Augusto Andrade

    Augusto Andrade19 klukkustundum síðan

    After hearing this California sober term I stopped watching, or caring. Seems like all this was filmed only to profit more money, and fame nothing more. I requested a refund with iTunes and was refunded within 48 hours, won’t be getting rich out of me, not today satan!!

  78. iivii

    iivii19 klukkustundum síðan

    I love love love LOVE the hairstyle Demiiii

  79. Hayley O Schwemmer

    Hayley O Schwemmer19 klukkustundum síðan

    Lotsa love Demi 🖤🖤

  80. Nikki Givens

    Nikki Givens19 klukkustundum síðan

    I absolutely love demi. I myself lost both parents and 4 siblings to addiction. I was an addict for 3 years and lost everything, including my daughter and unborn baby. I was found by a pimp at my weakest whom got me pregnant and forced me into prostitution. Where he got me pregnant and beat me everyday. Broke my teeth out and would strip me naked and make me walk down the street in shame. Hechaimed me to the porch out in the back yard and also chained the fridge a d only let me eat once every 2 days so. I didn't gain too much weight even being pregnant. In the end, I was found beaten naked in the side of a busy street in Phoenix AZ. That day, at 7 months pregnant I lost my unborn son. I tried to take my life and in that, I survived and been clean almost 3 years now. Today I actually got custody back of my daughter. I own a cleaning service and do everything I can to do better everyday. Demi shows us the ugly side of fame. She shows the real person and the real struggles. I absolutely love and adore her. Keep everything wonderful up girl. We love you so much

  81. Kat

    Kat20 klukkustundum síðan

    As an ex alcoholic who almost died multiple times and currently drinks and smokes in moderation, everyone assuming she is making a mistake is doing so without being in her shoes. She absolutely can't become complacent in her addiction, as she's said, but some people need something to help and unless you want them on harder prescriptions like xanax let them have some weed and a drink now and then

  82. Bec Chandler

    Bec Chandler20 klukkustundum síðan

    Gosh wow wow. I have so much to say, about so many things. Not in a negative way, not necessarily in a positive way. This one hit everything. 1st, Thank you for putting this out here. Wow. And 2nd 3rd all the rest. U touched everything gosh!. THIS IS ABOUT ANY TOPIC THAT HITS U. ITS HERE. THIS IS ABOUT IF NONE IF IT INTERESTS U OR HITS U.......THIS IS HERE TO EDUCATE PEOPLE MOST OF ALL. Amen and thank you for doing this.

  83. anarokr

    anarokr20 klukkustundum síðan

    This is what happens when you have all the time and money in the world and zero discipline or guidance

  84. kirstie b

    kirstie b20 klukkustundum síðan

    o love no bs

  85. M. Sunday

    M. Sunday20 klukkustundum síðan

    I just really hope the path she chose works for her. I've never been in a situation like this, so my opinion shouldn't matter. I just don't want there to be a third much more darker documentary:(

  86. Khloe-rose Gray

    Khloe-rose Gray21 klukkustund síðan

    Demi is perfect in my eyes tbh she's so damn strong and real only celebrity i look up to

  87. Brianna Nason

    Brianna Nason21 klukkustund síðan

    Just feel the need to point out to everyone with their “moderation doesn’t work” comments; ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL IN RECOVERY. it didn’t work for you or your friend or sibling or parent. But it works for DEMI. Balance is key. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 👏🏻😊

  88. Amy A.

    Amy A.14 klukkustundum síðan

    What'd she say herself though? "Just a glass of wine, I'll be fine"

  89. Samantha Lacerda

    Samantha Lacerda21 klukkustund síðan

    what a ride

  90. Jocelyn Castillo

    Jocelyn Castillo22 klukkustundum síðan

    Am I the only one upset that she didn’t bring Wilmer up and how he stuck by her in the hospital???

  91. calderonjd30

    calderonjd3023 klukkustundum síðan


  92. Karina Lombrozo

    Karina Lombrozo23 klukkustundum síðan

    i don’t think her eating is healed at all

  93. Karina Lombrozo

    Karina Lombrozo23 klukkustundum síðan

    elton !!!

  94. Meghan Trybalski

    Meghan Trybalski23 klukkustundum síðan

    As someone with bipolar who has looked up to Demi for so many years and felt like I finally had someone I could identify with when she came out with her diagnosis, I have to say it hit me really hard to hear that she was misdiagnosed. Don't get me wrong, I am happy she doesn't have to deal with this disease, but I feel kind of alone now. I know it doesn't make sense. I do just want what is best for her at the end of the day and know misdiagnosis is common.. it is just really messing with my head after all these years....

  95. Cheesecake

    Cheesecake23 klukkustundum síðan

    what song is this ? 20:41

  96. Nasirak Sang

    Nasirak SangDegi Síðan síðan

    wao e iso viendo todo esta que vienes mostrándonos y para mi demi tu porfíen eres libre de todo lo que te inculcaron y encajonaron y solo los verdaderos sobrevivientes sabemos lo que es salir adelante con esto y en mi vida también pase mis cosas y sobrevivo dia tras días con todo los problemas de mi país Venezuela lo que hay que hacer para trabajar duro y poder llevar las cosas al hogar y verte tan bella como siempre y que eres tan tu que despertaste tu ser tu gran espíritu de un letardo y siento y veo que vas a ser grandes cosas entre nosotros no te detengas por nada mi bella dama tu eres grande y maravillosa ojala tenga la oportunidad de algún dia conocerte y tomarnos un café y poder ver a mi gran artista soñada sigue adelante me despido y te deseo que el universo te siga dando bendiciones todo va estar bien me despido para segur viendo mas de ti te aprecio mucho y gracias gracias gracias por ser tan especial namaste 🤍💙🌻🙏

  97. This is KP

    This is KPDegi Síðan síðan

    I don’t see you as a druggy or a drunky I see you as a human being who is working their way for survival love the hair cut you look beautiful ❤️🙏🏽

  98. Lostgirls club

    Lostgirls clubDegi Síðan síðan

    Did anyone else feel how raw the pain was in her expression and her voice?...damn

  99. J Chehovin

    J ChehovinDegi Síðan síðan

    that hair cut reveal was EVERYTHING it looked like demi's soul came out in the physical world

  100. SysAdminAva

    SysAdminAvaDegi Síðan síðan

    Her mother seems in denial.